At the local dive tonight that looked like She Who Will Not Be Named, but younger, and Indian. And for those who know me, that’s weak spot. Didn’t say anything. Stayed a little longer to observe because…that’s why I fucking do and what I’ve always done. Nothing. Which is fine. But what bothers me is I didn’t say hi or anything. I mean, that bothers me with everyone. But I didn’t do it with this lady because of what I went through. And that’s not okay with me. Well, until tomorrow, when even more of my neurotypical brain shuts down.
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